Should a grown man be using comic cans font in his journal where hardly anyone in Web land will come across it or let alone read it? Heck yeah!!!

This is my man for today which you'll see again in the next post.

As for why I am not posting so much in this journal it's because most of the time I am posting my shallow thoughts to my e-bulletin board and giving updates on what I'm up to on that same board.

What I really wanna do right now. Go to the movies for one whole day.

Posted by supergrit at 5:11 PM PDT

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Since April I had mentally left notes in my dense skull what I should...no, what I really want to express in this personal online journal. It runs through my head and when I finally get around to typing it out I completely forgot what was running through my mind and most of all irritating me because those thoughts just kept swirling around me.

Well one chant that I have been telling myself so I won't be so wound up is don't sweat the small stuff.  It's not working and at times it does work. For instance one would think that I would actually lose my mind is when I lost my camera case with a memory card(that be memory card #3) and then yesterday I accidentally deleted several pictures on memory card #5. Most likely it will bug me which seems to be the norm with me since I never let things go, but what I'm trying to say here is that losing items and doing something unintentionally which may be hard to recover or replace would just send me over the bridge...I'm sure you would know what I mean by that expression.

Has anything made me more than sweat? Oh sure too many things it would take a whole decade just to get it outta me and by then I'd croak even though I'd probably be better off for it for getting it off of my chest.

The past days I've been e-mailing pictures that I have taken...too many but I enjoy taking pictures and haven't had the time to put them on a photo cd.

This summer I became an Obon festival junkie. Weird huh? Never thought I would be going to obon festival almost every weekend. In my e-bulletin board I've been posting pictures of the obon festivals I have attended since the last week of June. There is another one this weekend in the downtown l.a.-little tokyo area(I should capitalize the neighborhoood but hey it's my online journal...not a blog, so I could do what I like) and I'll be there on Saturday but not on Sunday.  On Sunday heading out to Memorial Park in Pasadena where there will be another free concert at Levitt Pavilion(I keep typing it out as Leavitt Pavillion).

So far it's been a good summer. Not okay, not great or fantastic but good.

The guy in the white t-shirt. I want him for a lot of reasons!

Posted by supergrit at 4:53 PM PDT

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Hey...this is my online journal where I'm gonna waste paper later on by printing these shallow journal entries so I can say whatever I want. Even though I'm dealing with substanstial and important matters like everyone esle

that are quite stressful I escape by thinking of the men that are waiting outside my door so we can have a frollicking good time together.

These are the guys who just couldn't wait to be with me!

Posted by supergrit at 6:43 PM PDT

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While on the bus or subway I read...anything. What I want is another guy sitting next to me reading and then a connection stirs up in him where he can't resist me. I take one look at him and make my mind up that I want his company not just for once but for future fun meetings. Anything can happen.

Posted by supergrit at 6:38 PM PDT

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Here are two pictures of  a guy I had lunch with or more like I want to have lunch and more with this kinda guy.

Posted by supergrit at 6:35 PM PDT

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Well I like to think that the items I am thinking of is misplaced under the pile of mess that has once again accumulated in my room. Those two items are a pair of glasses and my camera case which has the HP memory card which I thought I lost almost two months ago.

Lately when I notice when the items I am looking for is lost or misplaced I don't react in a wild and loose way where I basically have become unglued.

Nowdays I just exhale and feel resigned only because I haven't been being orderly and that my mind is just too cluttered which makes me forget where things are.

Right now I feel that way however I do feel a pinch better because my eyepad to my glasses that I wear now fell off and I couldn't find it in my room. Try finding something in my room is like finding a needle in a haystack. Anyway I took a chance - do I go to JCP or go to the Dollar store and see if they have an eyeglasses repair kit. Well I decided to go to Dollar store and if they didn't have it then I'd spend the bucks at Rite-aid. Dollar store had it and I was suppose to just buy that kit but in the end like in the past I bought things I really didn't need to buy. I went into retail therapy mode. Because of that I feel slightly better.

Oh yeah...other things I haven't noted - constantly weighing myself and back to doing 100 pushups and running. Probably will not look how I want or run in time for the annual races this month and next month. It is the same thing that I moan about the past five or more years around this time of the year. Gosh how pathetic and or weird is that?

Throughout the night I'll be thinking of the missing camera case.

The previous two pictures...it's guy I like and wanna meet up with for....

Posted by supergrit at 6:21 PM PDT

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Some people resort to food, booze, drugs, sex, gambling, web surfing, all of these or a combination of these to deal with reality. Oh yeah some go golfing or bowling. Me I just wanna meet up with a guy like this one to feel good and then later on eat, eat, more sex, sex and eat. Maybe if I do meet up with a guy like this one my HP memory card or Fuji camera will be returned to me. Wow what a wish.  

Posted by supergrit at 3:00 PM PDT

Updated: March 30, 2011 3:33 PM PDT

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Too many things are on my mind and what is most on my mind is my parents and not much has changed much from last year with my parents just winding and tumbling down. What I mean by that is that the two of them are just slowly breaking apart mentally and physically.

Mom is spacey and Dad is grumpy and here I go repeating myself...Dad was mostly that way ever since I can remember and now he just seems to be cranking it up each day. Somehow I can tolerate his grumpy moods...just don't know how I managed that and it could be because I just don't want his bad vibes messin' up with my shaky vibes.

What I have come to the conclusion or maybe just makin' peace with myself is that I am not the cause of anyone elses lack of happiness or success and if they transfer their disappointments on me because they don't like how I am they should pull back that negative thought so they could feel better. On top of that they really should get a grip, take lots of deep breaths and look in the mirror before lashing out on someone so they can have a good day. 

Posted by supergrit at 11:46 AM PST

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These are my Monday guys for the day. For a few seconds they take me away from reality.

Posted by supergrit at 11:30 AM PST

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I didn't say what I had to say but I feel just a pinch better. Read the next post. It will not make sense to anyone but me.

The previous entries...it's what I want in real time and it's always on my Birthday and Christmas list.

Posted by supergrit at 9:26 AM PST

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I try not to be distracted but I gotta admit I am. When there is an article about ADD or ADHD I can totally relate to the person who is telling their story how they didn't know they have ADHD or as what most people will say - deny that they don't have that illness. Even though I haven't gone to any doctors I betcha they will know right off the bat that I have ADD or ADHD. Looking back I think I've always had it and it just got worse like 20 years ago.

As I was walking last night and an hour ago I had so many thoughts running through my mind what to type out. Haven't I mentioned that before. It got me excited what I wanted to say in this personal blog and then just as I expected it started to overwhelm me. Even if I were to take notes to help calm me it wouldn't be much help instead it would excite me even further what to write and also add more things on my Web Things To Do list.

I've said it before and I'll say it again I just got to get a grip, keep looking forward and stop sweating the small stuff. Well sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. Right now I'm in a whirlpool because in about five hours it will be 24 hours that I accidentally left my favorite toy...Fujifilm JX250 camera at McDonald's Panorama City. It's not bugging me it's just wiped me out and I can't stop thinking about it. How could I be so careless? Why can't a person who finds a lost item just return it to the desk or counter? I do it when I find an item left behind and the reason I do it is because that item is very important to that person and on top of that I feel if I do something good it will come back to me. So far it hasn't but I'm not gonna worry too much about it.

I have lost quite a few things...two cell phones, sunglasses and now the camera. I try not to get too attach to these items but I did. Never thought that I'd be without a digital camera and was so looking forward to taking pictures this weekend and now I'm back to using a disposable film camera. I'll just ask Jeff if I can borrow his Vivitar camera. I have two memory cards. Oh yeah...I even lost a memory card.

This I better say before I forget. I just want that person to return the camera. Probably will never happen and will throw away the memory card or delete the pictures I took on memory card number three. Crap.

What else? Still watching over Mom and Dad. Mom is dwindling away and Dad's mood swings is the same. I just stay outta their way and don't let their behavior get to me. My libido...boy it's really dormant.

I just gotta keep my head up.

Posted by supergrit at 9:03 AM PST

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As always I have many things to say. I did unload a few things off of my chest by sending out e-mails.

Oh let's see I'm still trying not to sweat the small stuff but I do. For instance one of my blog sites that I use is bothering me because what I enter should go directly to my Facebook page but it's not working. So what I do is go to another site just so I can have that entry posted in Facebook. Must I post whatever I blab about on the Web.

Anotther thing that is bothering me is my Fujifilm JX250 camera. I want to take pictures at night and the results aren't pleasing me whether I use or don't use a flash. They all come out grainy including the pictures I took during the daytime. I better get the camera manual.

A l.a. city inspector came to the house yesterday. I spoke to the inspector and I agreed with what the inspector said about the items that Dad has kept in the backyard. It all has to go. It's hard on Dad but in the end it'll be a load off of his mind and chest and the backyard will look better. Who really knows why he kept all those things he picked up. It never bothered me and I never got on his case about it.

Gotta go and I'll probably kick myself for what I wanted to post in this blog. There's more things for me to worry about. Get goin!

Posted by supergrit at 5:44 PM PST

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